Tuesday, March 15, 2005

the new guy

All right
I realise that i have not posted in like forever (well forever for me) but I seemed to have hit a happy patch and to be perfectly frank nothing is pissing me off enough to make me want to write here.
Today I had the best day at work, I laughed and talked with my co-worker and we discussed stuff and that was sort of exciting and on break everyone was in a bad mood and I managed to cheer them all up and make the mood so lighthearted and fun. It was amazing.
I have not felt this good in so long, in fact I can not really remember the last time I felt like this. I think it was when I was in love with Jason and that was a bajillion years ago. And this time I am in love with no one but myself.
I have already started to meet new people which is part of my mandate, and although these new people are mostly online it is a huge step for me to be meeting other men, as normally I don't like men and treat them badly (sorry to any guys who I have done that to, but in my past eyes you fucking deserved it - stupid males!) And alsoi I an nervous about this whole meeting of men and making friends thing since I am much better at it with women, but I am actually suceeding in doing this. I have made two new male friends in the flesh and several online and it feels awesome. However one of the male friends in the flesh I have developed a crush on and when he was talking to me on friday I was too busy thinking about kissing him that I missed what he said, and he knew this so he said the word "pantyhose" to throw me off guard (which it did) and then we both laughed but I don't think he knew what I was really thinking about.

I am seeing my friend Zoe this weekend who I have not seen in forever and I am so super excited to hang with her and cook for her and just be near her because she rocks! Oh Zoe if you're reading this I thought I would make you and MK dinner on sunday, if that is all right.

Anyways that is my update.

I can actually say that today I feel happy and recently I have felt happy and it is a a really good feeling.

All my love bloggers.


At Tuesday, 15 March, 2005, Blogger myroski said...

Days like that are great. Think of them as proof.
Its funny about you saying you dislike men, cuz I have a short story(big surprise).
When I was about 20 I used to believe the men are pigs theory and had no problem saying it. I got reprimanded severely from one of my older male friends about it. "You sound like a fucking LESBIAN!" he said to me.But he also wanted to live in an all male society , so we wont worry about him. I still believe men are generally pigs, I am 50% guy afterall. To quote Blanche Devereaux " they'd do it in the mud if they had to"

At Wednesday, 16 March, 2005, Blogger emily said...

Camcam! Totally unrelated to your post, but...

Nicole from Popular is Melissa Ethridge's partner! I had no idea until just now! Madness!


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